abandoned...

its happening all over again..

i'v stopped keeping a count of how many times i'v heard this story..but then how much should be an ideal limit to this? another old soul left alone to fend for herself. its seems like a phenomenon now. do we sell off our conscience in exchange for fat paychecks? or do we become thick headed with every year that passes?

i wonder how many more families are in line to crumble? but then i feel i'm too optimistic to think that the end to this is near. maybe its just the beginning.

i dont know what my future holds for me and i wonder if at all i'l be any different from them.

i'm sick of listening to stories of people around me taking to the streets because their kids refuse to take responsibilty. i'm no preacher. but yes my conscience kills me already.

wen i sit down for dinner with mum n dad, i wonder if i'l be able to maintain this bond with them once m no longer dependent on them.

i dont want to enter the league of thick skinned people who cant see beyond the rising costs of keeping a family together.

the wrong bend on the road..

a house that was the subject of everyone's envy, now lay in ruins.
a life that seemed so perfectly carved, now lives only to meet it's end.
everything is rotting. filth seems to pour from all corners.its all about decay now. and there's nothing i can do but watch n wait and maybe pray for a miracle.rats ran across my feet today, while i looked on.i wanted to run away from there.but i couldnt.no one stopped me. had i left i would've been no different from everyone else who had abandoned her.

marriages are such beautiful occasions.they make me stand in awe n think how blessed people are!
things go from good to better to best at this phase!but when they go wrong, nothing ever seems right again. i'm not talking about the heartbreak. its an entire life that is ruined.

everythng seemed so perfect when i could count my age on my own fingers.
but when they began to fall apart,my fingers were not enough to count the pieces.
she's alone today. and i (not so proudly) make it a point to help her smile.
what a waste of beauty and brains and love and devotion!
so much taken for granted and thrown down the drain.
the hypocrites we live with don't think twice before cursing her as the root cause of all doom.
what goes around does not come back around.

he cheated, he left, he's happy.
she lost her dignity, she stayed on for her little ones. but they've left too...

she's alone today, he's still happy