Saturday, October 14, 2017

The longest night ever..

Breathe... Breathe.. Breathe... Try to sleep.. Don't turn around.. What was that? Did I hear the door creak? Nope..  Maybe I should check. Nope. Shouldn't. She said she'd call. Is that knocking I hear? Okay I'll just go check in the other room.

Fast asleep. They're all fast asleep. I should just lay down and try to sleep. She'll call me if there's anything. I should just sleep.

Eyes shut. Blink. Blink. Blink.. Nope. Not happening. I can't sleep.
šŸŽµNo sleep..no sleep until I'm done with finding the answer...šŸŽµ Rasmus lyrics echoing in my head.

He's snoring next to me. HOW. How is he able to sleep. I feel so lost. I feel so alone. 

I feel like giving him a whack!

This is so wrong. When will this night end. This is the longest night ever.
Wait.. did I hear the door creak?




My baby's sleeping with her grandma tonight. And I.... I'm counting minutes and seconds to daybreak šŸ’”